To All You Haters ....

Im back, and it feels good to be back. The absence was long, but the wait was worth it. Im re-energized and feeling on top of the world.

Its simply amazing how life turns things around ... specially when you are expecting absolutely nothing ! The worst possible thing can turn around to be the best.

I lost my job and was trusted to the paths of hell ... no employer, no money and here I was, stuck in this world of possibilities with no where to go. You can believe me, it is the toughest thing to not have a job, specially when you have people depending on you and looking upto you. Life became one big let down and i hit depression ... hard !

But god came to the rescue ... before i could even contemplate, all possible venues which i could have moved forward in, closed down on me ! ... I had no where else to turn to, except for my music ...

Music was a major part of my life, but is now my livelihood as well as my passion ! ... Its truly a blessing to be able to do what you love as a living, and i believe that god saw my misery and came to my rescue ...

People might laugh at me, they might think that i put too much of emphasis on god, and i put too much of things in his hands, but lets face it .... im happy even after i lost almost everything ... are you ?

Which brings us to the topic of this blog ... All the people who hated me, who did me wrong, who pushed and pulled to knock me off my feet .... I salute you ! ... I have found true happiness in life because of you ! ... May god bless all of you !!!!!!!!

Faith & Hope

Did i mention that Im a SongWriter ? I guess not ... i woke up this morning and i read the morning Daily Word which I get and I use it to pray. When I was praying, thi song sort of started forming in my head and here it goes ... ( there's some more changes to be done and i think it'll be superb once its completed )

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The Resurrected Lord

There's a hope inside of you ... That is alive

A Promise that will never leave your side

So turn your eyes to the lord

Lift your faith and be filled with hope

For he's our god

He is the rised lord

Praise be to you - Our Lord

You gave your son to save our souls

To be born into a living hope

Through the resurrected lord

We get frustrated - Life's a big distraction

We put our hope in things that tend to fade away

Lets believe in Jesus - Believe in whats eternal

Its a hope that will never fade away

We loose sight of whats important - Fall into temptation

Believing in our strength to win alone

Lets put our faith in Jesus - In his divine presence

He's our god that will never turn away

( Inspired by the Daily Word sent by Jerome on the 22nd July )

It's the Time for a New Beginning ...

Yes ... It is the time for a new beginning and its a complete turn around for me. Those who dont know me might wonder why and what im trying to turn around from. That story my friends would be left for another day.

Just imagine a situation as such where you leave almost 10 years of your life behind ... a situation where you turn away from something which you have been building for 10 years ... something which has become part of your life ... thats the kind of stuff that i am taling about. The kind of stuff that is changing my life as i continue to type this blog of mine.

Why a blog you might ask .... well, why not ? : )

I am a person who sees art and music everywhere i go ... everything i see and everything that happens to me turns into a song or into music in my life .... so wish each passing day, this will be the media where I will continue to post what I have encountered ... what I feel and most of all what i create into songs.

I will be commencing on the first of my you tube video sessions today. Hopefully from tomorrow i will be able to upload live performances of my songs for your viewing pleasure.

Until then, ciao !!!

Being an Option ...

Have you ever thought of how people think of you ? I personally dont give a rat's ass what anyone thinks, but when you think of someone with respect and dignity, the least is to expect the same kind of treatment back, and life has a way of bitch slapping you on the face with such instances.

There used to be a time in my life when i used to worry ..... FUCK THIS ... im going back to work.

Why Life ? And How come its so damn Beautiful ?

I have often thought that life itself could be so confusing .... yet time and time again, I have been proven wrong. It is not life itself that complicates but we who make the simple things in life far more complicated than that it is.

Life in general perception is tough and sad. Some even say "Life Sucks". Yet for some life can be beautiful.

When things go wrong, we question ourselves ... we question those that surround us and we question our faith. But isn't faith itself that gives us the strength to make it through such times ? Isn't hope that prevails until the end of a dark passage in life ?

No one can change the course of what happens each day. I, as a catholic believe that its god's plan. Even if you did not share my point of view, no doubt you will agree, that things which happen on any given day are beyond yours or mine comprehension and control.

Hence, do we fight it ? Or do we give in ? IN giving into the situation, it is not to give up, but to accept the circumstances that surround you and to allow nature to take its course.

My friends, lie is too short to keep fighting. Life is way too short to keep struggling. Loose today, and it never comes back again. Let this moment go and its gone forever.

Such is my life. I have gone down that road many a times. I have had it all and let it all go in the blink of an eye. But i have learnt that life itself is how you perceive it. Its your perception at the end of the day....

The long and short of it is that, even when its the darkest time of the day, life is still beautiful !